well, no time to bitch and moan. It's just been one of those days. I feel like I'm spreading myself way too thin in every aspect right now. I haven't read since Tuesday and although that's not that long ago, it seems like I haven't read for an entire month. Especially when I know in the back of my mind, "this is the time to read, it's so important for you".
So in a sense I feel like I'm letting myself down.

weird, conspiracy things happened this morning. I think I was getting such an art high this past month that I forgot to always think about the fact that nothing else in the world matters than what you look like in His eyes. Maybe that's why I felt so small today. Has my confidence exploded, I feel a reality check coming on soon.

Okay, I'm fine, you know what?.....all of this is just a test. Art always knows how to get you down when you think you have it figured out. And Allah knows all your weaknesses. So put that together and this is why I'm in the mood I am right now. Once I get a goodnight sleep, I'll be back to normal, laughing at anything that moves. Sorry for such a Debby Downer on Hormonal Pills today.