can someone pleasssse tell me a story!????

I was having a conversation with ms. amda today in which she mentions that, us art students, never have time to just do nothing. Like sitting on the couch and just to let your brain rot a little from television. Say goodbye to coming home after school at three and being able to watch "Bonkers" for what seems like two whole straight hours. Say goodbye to mom making you after school snacks 30 minutes before dinner. Forget watching Saturday morning cartoons until you've realized you've watched way too many cartoons in a row and it's time to move onto either action figures, or video games until lunch time.

You know what I miss the most. Waking up at the crack of dawn, running into the living room with my pillow and blanket (which believe it or not was actually a "rainbow" print comforter with matching pillow cases) and just sitting in front of that glowing TV that seemed to keep you so warm until the sun came up.

pancake smells all over the place.......that ray of light coming from the break of day that would always block out the most climatic part of the cartoon.......yeah I miss that. No one makes me pancakes ever and I've resorted to hand made black curtains so no light gets in my room during the weekend.

What do I get to do now? I get to wake up at three in the morning to find Beeb, my cat, playing with finger monsters that seem to fly back and forth from each side of the room every few minutes. She's learned how put her paw into the finger part and flip it up into the air so that as she's doing this she's able to jump up in the air and cause even more of a scene............at 3 a.m.

And if you give her a magnet to play with, the entire room becomes her own shuffle board rink until you take it away. I wish there was a way to load videos onto blogger. The older cats get the more clever they get....which is cool I guess.

I really can't wait until I can get a dog.

I want a dog, a nice record player, an exposed brick wall, and a cactus.....and I think I should be set....well.....I mean there's other stuff....but.....you know.

Anyway, I think everything seems shitty because it's horrible weather out right now. I was walking to school today while it was drizzling, and thought to myself.........in the most manly way I could think of......"hmmmm this rain should give my hair a little "umph" today which will be good....the more volume the better...... right?" no.................apparently not.......................not after walking in the rain for 15 minutes. My hair was completely wet and pressed up against my forehead like I had used an entire bottle of molding paste.

I know...........it's pretty gay that I'm talking about this, but seriously..............I'm trying to waste time..................I have an hour and a half until I GET to go back to kresge and WORK MORE!!!

YIPPPPPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watching movies while "attempting" to draw on Lithography plates is fun as hell..............but you seriously don't get anything done. And I'm sure my friend would back me up on this theory...but if you're with ME, while watching a movie, while trying to draw on a litho plate.........you might as well not even come to school because sitting at home on a couch watching a movie would be more productive than attempting to deal with all three factors I just listed above.

I make no sense sometimes. Ugh I am so bored. I want this year to be over with so I can get a move on with the rest of my life. Schools going great and all, I'm getting a lot of work done, and I think I'm building a decent portfolio...........(in my head).........but it's seriously time to get the hell out of kresge and on to bigger and better things.

okay I'm done.....I'm gonna take a nap on this counter....bye bye